I was one of those kids who drew constantly throughout childhood. But as an adolescent I let that joy languish. To this day I remain grateful that when I arrived at college and realized I had no idea why I was there, I had the privilege of being able to ask myself, "What do you actually like to do?" Besides being delusional about my athletic ability, creating art had been the one thing I'd truly cared about in my brief life. I needed to make things, and still do. I transferred to the School of Art and received a BFA from the University of Michigan, concentrating on painting and photography, then shifted attention and continued through Doctoral Candidacy in Film Studies at Michigan. I then worked in the Film Industry as an Assistant Director for seven years on projects such as Goonies and Top Gun, and have been apologizing for Howard the Duck since 1986. After walking away from Hollywood to be the parent-at-home for my sons, I became a teacher of Photography and Film Studies at a public high school in Sacramento, California, where I also taught Studio Art, American Literature, and Critical Thinking. Eventually it was my teaching that brought me back to a passion for creative image-making.
While painting I’ve often had the fleeting sensation that I’m close to creating music, or that my canvas is somehow my dance partner. But for me it’s in the act of painting where the words of Stephen Sondheim ring most true: I must be “finishing a hat, where there never was a hat.” Create. The paintings in my digital portfolio, “Mountain to Valley to Sea,” are less about capturing travel memories and more so a deeper engagement, a meditation upon the beauty of where I live — California's undulating farmland, the incessant movement along the shoreline, the mountainside both rocky and verdant — yielding a serenity, a sense of having arrived at a place I was always intended to be. It is these meditative moments upon a place imbued with wonder that I want to share.
In painting I work from my own reference photographs. As a dual major in painting and photography while completing my BFA, I feel fully engaged in both mediums. While a photograph can give us “the skin of the world” (Sontag) in exquisite detail, a painting with its re-worked layers can give us a sense of time and depth, of experience, of a view that rewards looking again and again. My camera is my sketchbook, and the flexibility of photo editing allows me to explore the infinite possibilities in a 2-dimensional design. Line, color, and value can be intensified, transformed, until ultimately my work on canvas becomes an exploration not of how to reproduce what the camera saw, but of what the painting needs in order to become its independent self, freed in its final form of any obligation to the source photo.
For this I’ve found oils to be ideal. As a surface I'm suited to canvas, as it responds well to the vigor of my brush and knife work, the spreading, scraping, re-working, and finally glazing of the much-churned surface. The oils are water-miscible to allow me to work without irritating solvents. My deepest influences in painting — and even indirectly in photography — have been Paul Cézanne, Edward Hopper, and Gregory Kondos; I feel their dimensional push-pull whenever finding a 2-D design in the 3-D world. Whether it's through brush or lens, every canvas and every camera frame I compose compels me to capture the light and textures and rhythms of California and its endless visual treasure.